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Love yourself

Part 1

The following response was triggered by on online post which discussed depression amongst musicians.

My view : Depression, whether medical, mental, social has received increased attention in recent times as a condition that needs attention and various health/social professionals propose solutions – identifying it, and hoping to solve it. I’m adding mine to the pot.

By its very self description, depression is some kind of gap between where we are and where we would like to be, or where society thinks we should be. A gap between expectations and reality. A place in life where fulfillment is absent. Something is missing and it is almost impossible to figure out why.

Once upon a time, where I live, it was good enough to just have a car, any car, as long as it was serviceable. But now we aspire to much more – with German or German owned manufacturers and Japanese brands being the preferred choices, for very good reasons, but must it be a BMW or Mercedes? Is it because we really need one or cos you also need to show it off to others, to increase our own sense of worth. Symbols of status and upward mobility. Have we increasingly veered into a world where worth is determined more by other’s opinions of us, than what we really think of ourselves? How much of our time and energy is expended to please others, hoping that some of this expressed effort will be reciprocated by their praise or enhanced attention to us?

My deux cents. In summary a focus on unseen personal private success has been subsumed by an externally focused effort to achieve public success – to be seen to succeed becoming the priority – a focus on external appreciation that is an unsustainable energy sap – which erodes and depletes rather than refreshes.

Every person benefits from acknowledgement, affirmation and acceptance, having their opinions understood and accepted, and being able to achieve some of their hearts desires, and of course living in some measure of comfort/quality of life.

The challenge with these aspirations in today’s world is establishing a realistic personal set of goals for these targets. Why? – society’s benchmarks for these targets is such a moving target. If we tie ourselves to these moving targets usually brought on by the success of others, it drives us continually from our core – who we really are and want to be, to a place where we are no longer ourselves but try to be like everybody else – Elton John, Steve Jobs, Prince Harry, Ed Sheeran, Usain Bolt, Slash, or whomever else our heroes are.

It is good to be accepted, however it should also be ok to think differently, sometimes so differently like certain scientists and artist whose work was only understood or appreciate long after they had died. In other words how much of our own acceptance must depend on being accepted by others. It’s wonderful if this happens but so much of who we are, and know, and have, or can be, will never be seen, heard of, understood by others, and it is increasingly important to rest in this quiet acknowledgement of who we are, without seeking external validation. A very significant component of acceptance must come from within.

This is the fundamental heart of depression – a gap between where we are and where we would like to be. Sometimes also including a realisation that the world is demanding you to be something that you are not, or are looking for skills and attributes which you do not have and this gap creates a disjoint. The final aspect of depression is discovering that people(and things) are not all that they claim to be, when promises are broken, by us or by others.

I give a small example – discovering that so many products and services are “sold” as having extra features that have absolutely no benefit and it is not worth paying extra for them, or the truth is tucked away in fine print. Throughout life, we discover that people are almost certainly not all that they claim to be, and this includes ourselves, as we all without exception portray or expose only a subset of the real person, also known as being civilised or cultured, masking the truth behind our choice of masks – cosmetics, clothes, accents, mannerisms, affectations that portray us in one way or another as we would prefer to be seen, this includes our public lifestyle.

Negative peer influence – doing things to be appreciated by others, is very exhausting.

We are not helped by the mainstream media and social media where a relatively small number of reviewers and presenters and icons drive so much of the opinion/focus across very large swathes of our human experience – e.g Simon Cowell – I appreciate what he has achieved and love him- great man, but in many respects, every budding “producer/music executive” sets their sights on such large end results like Simon Cowell, without fully grasping that Simon has had 20+ years of honing his success – following a unique path that he created for himself – before Simon Cowell, there was no other person who created similar success in the same way as he has done. This is the same with every other person we look up to as ideal or the pinnacle of our chosen area of improvement – We cannot follow in the footsteps of any other, we must create our own path, to that which will fulfil us, and which we are perfectly comfortable with.

The only success that society is increasingly predisposed to acknowledge is the kind that is very public, global in nature – industry awards, in-company awards – best employee of the month or year, Oscars, Grammys, Gold medals – no one remembers the silver and bronze winners,  Nobel prizes, Queens honors lists, etc. In all of these someone else is responsible for our acknowledgement. Even where these honors are well deserved and well earned, we still need others to say well done to us! What if they never do?. There is also an overt competitiveness that can be somewhat disconcerting – the ones who lose out on the top award, which the majority of contenders – feel like a bit of a loser. It’s pretty much like a lottery – the public reward mechanism has most participants becoming losers…. Must we not rethink this assumed human societal norm of external praise, to rather teach people to appreciate themselves and not just wait to be appreciated or recognised. I dare to add – money and wealth have become such a significant sign of public acknowledgement of our value, and retaining it consumes our energies.

What is the remedy – establishing realistic goals that fit in with who you really are, to succeed in the things that really make you happy and do not need anyone else to acknowledge you – doing and being things that give you a sense of achievement for yourself – a sense of your own worth each day – that does not need anyone else to appreciate or know about it. It starts with enjoying the simple things – sleep, fresh air, being alive, being relatively fit and healthy and mobile – you do not have to be or look like Arnold the former governor of California, having a decent meal each day, enjoying your abode however small or humble, recognising that greatness starts with very small but consistent steps, and much greatness, like an iceberg, is submerged – rarely seen by others.

We need a recalibration from this overwhelmingly public notion of success acknowledgment, which is also fuelled unconsciously by our window into social media, where everyone else posts only their successes but much of the truth is hidden away and we never really know the people we interact with virtually – only the “clean” images they portray of themselves – ramping up a desire in us to match what we see or hear which may all be contrived – like an act for the camera/audience…

Society, including our immediate social network, sets so many of our targets – we want a new toy or piece of gear, cos someone else has one, same with a dog, car, house, wife, children, a particular job/professional achievements. So much advertising by those who profit from selling us or enabling these “assets”. No harm in wanting these things for yourself if that really is what fulfils you and not because we want to impress anyone else with these achievements – but we really need to think through what we really want, to be certain that upon achieving these things – they have real value, and are not a mirage of disappointment, which for example is why many marriages end – unfulfilled expectations.

Our ambitions should be for things that really make us happy – even when no one else is aware of their achievement.

Surprisingly – when you start to fully love yourself, accept yourself, value yourself no matter how undervalued others may have thought of you, this assurance becomes infectious and others will begin to value you the more. But we must never revert to seeking external affirmation – it is only a bonus, we must not depend on it. May I add that this applies to all relationships including the closest ones – family, wife, children, friends, co-workers, where sometimes appreciation of who you are could still surprisingly be quite lacking, cos they really do not know (or care that much about) who you really are, or hope to be – shocking but true.

Avoid the temptation to expend too much charity on others, which leaves you drained with very little in reserve for yourself, else everyone will happily take advantage of your generosity and as you will discover, rarely give back.

For me, at the heart of all of the above is a foundation in a personal lifelong relationship with Jesus Christ, which in its purest form, gives you a confidence that is beyond whatever affirmation society can provide to you, and beyond any negative self images that society may have inadvertently hung on you, from their uninformed opinions of you. Society(including much of what we call the church or religion today) will fail you, but the confidence that Jesus gives does not fail.

We also live in this interesting world where “feedback” from others needs to be taken with caution, cos the intentions of some of this feedback may not be as altruistic or genuine as they appear. Whatever our situation in life, including our mistakes, we need a very positive image and knowledge of ourselves to have the confidence to take each next step to our own personal joy. We must balance what others say of us with the truth we know of ourselves, a truth which we create each day by our thoughts, conclusions and actions to develop who we are, in the direction we wish to be fulfilled in.

Ultimately a life where we can achieve complete personal joy, with absolutely no need to depend on others to acknowledge us, cos we already have confidence in God’s acknowledgement of who we are, and we also acknowledge that we are valued, is success indeed. The world can never know who you really are – not even your closest friends and family know all that you are – but you do, and God does.

Loving others is wonderful but not at the expense of loving yourself, which is the prerequisite. It is only when you know and love yourself fully and have taken care of your own needs, that you can truly love others.

As I consider it, there is something especially important in the bible account where God explicitly acknowledges Jesus as one in whom He is well pleased. What is our desire, to please man – who will never be pleased – their pleasure is transient, or to please God who demands very little really, in comparison to the insatiable demands of man, and in God’s case he provides us with all we need to fulfil His demands, as he did for Abraham.

By pleasing God I also refer to that inner conscience of right or wrong, when we do those things that are right, not because of any reward, or public praise, not even because we seek a reward from God, but do the right things because that’s the best thing to do, not just to please God, but also to please ourselves, because we know the truth.

This is contentment indeed, the antidote to depression, living for yourself and God, not according to the dictates of others. If others join you on this journey great, and even where you are the only one living this way, you are content in being alone in living right. Content with yourself under all circumstances, secure in the knowledge that God is aware of your situation at all times and He has your best interest at heart.

For the musically gifted, including those who may only listen and not play or sing, this ability in itself, whether it becomes a commercial benefit or not, is an important acknowledgement that we are loved by God, to have been given our own unique perspective on creativity, which starts with something we were naturally predisposed to, by a God who made the air to convey sound, the ear and brain to hear, our bodies to play, and other people to collaborate with, and who gives us inspiration and musical ideas to experiment with. This in itself is evidence that we are already loved by God, who provided these blessings, and we should love ourselves, the more, even if we are the only audience of our music, we still therefore have a lot of value – to God, so let’s make the best of it, as time and opportunity affords. Let’s have fun with music – lots of laughs, joy, surprise, exploration, discovery – depression has absolutely no place with these benefits of good music.

Part 2 – Edit 30th Nov 2017

A further related comment on social media, where I shared the following points required me to add these here, cos the topic is the same, rather than me posting another blog item.

Jon Sine(who posted the original video on youtube), your summary is excellent, like many professions, football, music, art, even in business, most of the money(and power/influence/attention over other people) is made by just a few people – that is the way of society, and nothing will ever change that. It is the result of a feature of human psychology, we cannot keep up with too many heroes, so the few that catch our attention retain it for a very long time – i.e. they become a trusted brand, we cannot keep up in our memory with too many of these in any area of life.

Musicians must set realistic targets, their music may never be appreciated and valued in monetary terms by many people, this is a risk and a possibility, and it does not mean it is not good, just means that there are so many others competing for attention, it is somewhat like a lottery.

Except for those like Michael Jackson, Prince, Beyonce, Elton John, Chick Corea, Wynton Marsalis, Herbie Hancock, Cory Henry, and Stevie Wonder, and Lady Gaga, who have developed – through an extreme immersion, so much talent that music literally oozes from every part of their being, that they have no compulsion except to pursue music as both an art form and a source of income, all others should be realistic and recognise that for many, even where they are talented, music might remain a hobby – a gift from God to be enjoyed by them and maybe a few close associates, even if it never makes any money – nothing bad about that.

I think also there are two kinds of pressure – a positive one, which propels you to create amazing things, cos you are not thinking about what people’s opinion is, just going with the flow and the greatest creative results come from this, especially when you are not afraid to experiment and be surprised by things you never had in mind, lucky accidents – most good noticeable music is the result of lucky accidents – and yes a lot of hard work, but the unique elements are usually not premeditated – cos they are discoveries – you try things out and it works. The other pressure is negative, driven by fear of failure or fear of success or both where you are locked in by our own hopes/expectations – kind of paralyzed, not able to move forward.

This morning I created a most amazing music theme, in just a few minutes, when I was simply accepting the truth, I may never be a professional musician, and my creativity simply exploded, I was making music for myself, to enjoy, and this creative freedom took me to places in music that I had never been to. I was not under any pleasure to please any one else, the ultimate freedom. I am assured that some of the very best commercial music originates from this place, where there is no severe external pressure, like bills to pay. We are free to do what comes naturally to us – our undiscovered best, when we are not afraid of failure.

While the business of music is a lot of hard work, if we accept that core elements of this are down to a bit of luck, experimentation, and totally unplanned – inspiration – where does it come from?-good question – who knows!, we can relax and be happy with whatever portion of creativity we have been apportioned and enjoy that and be content with what we have been given and what we have achieved, no matter how small it its. The associations required to be commercially successful are lucky accidents or predestined – whichever you believe, so let’s not make the music as a profession too serious a commitment, just in case it does not work out commercially – even if the music is very good.

I conclude by saying for many, music can only be a creative passion, that needs to be sustained by some other employment – however boring that other job is, so that the two balance each other – we are inspired by the music we make, even if it does not make any money – we enjoy it and it gives us energy to fulfil other aspects of our lives – like a non musical day job. The day job gives us money to afford decent music tools, and we strike a balance – this is the de-facto for most people who are passionate about music. If the music we make makes us enough money to quit the day job – that’s a bonus, not something we can always control, manipulate – cos fashions and people’s preferences/musical tastes will change. One more thing, even for artists who have been successful with music at some point in time, not all of them pursue music actively for a whole lifetime, cos that lifestyle is also very very demanding, lots of travel, and the workload of running the business side of things to keep the money they have earned – which is another whole set of wisdoms that take time to learn – ask Dolly Parton. Music as a profession is a risk, and not one that everybody should take.

However I close on a positive note – the freedom and creativity of music – even just listening to it, will add value to any other pursuit, like study or a full time job, by opening up aspects of your enjoyment of life itself. Good music requires passive or active collaboration with others(listening, responding, reacting, agreeing, negotiating, feedback, looking at things from a fresh angle the next morning, reflection), a key life skill which we can apply to anything else.


Gospel Merchandise for profit. An acceptable practice?


This commentary examines certain trends which have become predominant practices and now form a part of common doctrine in organisations and individuals, which profess Christ, and compares the observations with guidance from God’s word. We ask the fundamental question – are we aligned with what God expects of us, or have been overtaken by the traditions and intentions of men, with respect to financial accountability, in our delivery and communication of the gospel. Ultimately are there grounds to consider a change, to become more aligned with the spirit and letter of the recorded and revealed guidance from God? We anticipate that this article will promote reflection, that we may truly serve/love God and man.


Matthew – Chapter 21 – Verse 12 and 13 – from the King James edition

12And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves, 13And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.

In the recorded account above, Christ Himself, gave vivid guidance by His unequivocal displeasure, with misplaced commercial activities, where these relate to serving God. In the aforementioned instance, merchants had taken advantage of the need for individuals to serve God, by providing services, and items for sale, at the temple, for profit, and turned it to a marketplace, which Jesus labelled “a den of thieves”.

This was the only time where Christ was recorded, to have performed an act that we may consider the use of physical personal force or violence. It certainly portrays a sense of His vehemence towards the evolution, of profit as a prior motive, instead of God as our central focus, a misappropriation that still occurs today, which I have entitled – Gospel Merchandise.

The import of appropriating finances properly is emphasized by two other accounts, where we see God’s wrath vividly expressed, in a manner that should lead us to exceptionally examine how we manage our relationship/response with/to God, in the area of finances. While the underlying deviation was from the love of God, these deviations came to the fore through the love of money, rather than God, which the bible describes as the “root of all evil”. Please note – money is not the evil, its the love of money, over and above God, that’s evil.

Judas Iscariot – a close associate of Jesus Christ, betrayed him, for money, and met a most gruesome end.

Ananias and Saphira also met a most inglorious death, through inappropriate perspectives on money/profit, where God was involved.

These examples demonstrate that it would be important that we appreciate how to relate with God, accurately and in love, where finances are concerned.


It’s the year 2016 – when I write this, 2016 approximate years after Christ’s death, the temple no longer exists in the same form, as in the time of Jesus on the earth, (or should not exist in the same form), nevertheless we find today’s temples can and have suffered a similar inappropriate use by merchants.

Where is the temple of God today?

1 Corinthians 3:16-17 King James Version (KJV)

16 Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?

17 If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.

With the resurrection of Jesus Christ, in fulfillment of His promise to rebuild the temple, today’s temple is no longer the inanimate building, but the living building of saints, people in whom God dwells, or would dwell.

In the pursuit of ministering the gospel, with a significant number of people so eager and willing, in their justified love/reverence and rightful fear of God, many have been taken advantage of, by those who would wish to “sell” them God, and in particular the merchants priority is profit(not limited to money alone – but may include an increase in social status, recognition, fame or other advantages to the merchant).

It is inappropriate for merchants to consider people as a potential target, with the primary aim of making profit from them, in their pursuit of God.

Previous examples of this misuse of God’s people includes the practice of indulgences- where forgiveness of sins is “sold” to relatives of the deceased – for a fee.

The danger of such practices is to mislead people to think that the things of God can be acquired by money, or the possession of rights and privileges, enabled by money.


The Gatherings/Merchandise at Gatherings :

John 4: 21-23

Jesus said unto her, “Woman, believe Me, the hour cometh when ye shall neither on this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.

In spite of the clarification by Jesus, that real worship of God will no longer be about specific places, and gatherings, as were predominant in His time, with periodic assemblies at the temple in Jerusalem, we find that today’s believer has been drawn into a similar “reverence” for specific assemblies, as their meeting points with God, instead of what should be the norm which I sometimes summarise as 100% God, a faith that acknowledges that God is with us, in adequate measure – 100% of the time. Yes we assemble, Yes we are encouraged to gather amongst ourselves, but these gatherings do not take pre-eminence over the remaining aspects of our 100% relationship/dwelling with God, which occurs all the time.

The purpose of Jesus Christ, among other things was to become our Emmanuel – God with us, not only when we gather with others, where He is present, but also at all other times, when He remains present, including when we are on our own. – He is always with us.

Matthew 28: 16-20

Then the eleven disciples went away into Galilee, into a mountain where Jesus had appointed them. 17And when they saw him, they worshipped him: but some doubted. 18And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. 19Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: 20Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen

Have we oversold, the focus on meetings, activities and gatherings,and become the business of faith based meetings and events – pilgrimages, cruises, retreats, seminars, workshops, symposiums, crusades, festivals, conventions, with the associated commercial activities which run along side these activities – banners, T-shirts, stickers, books, videos, CD’s, (in the old days – tapes), and all manner of objects, for Christ, for profit, especially at the largest of these meetings. Have we lost our focus on the God of the temple, and fed the human affinity for that which is seen(in itself a form of idolatry), through tangible merchandise and activity in the temple from which a few profit? We now have Disney like “Christian” recreational parks, and Jesus Christ Superstar was a major money spinning theater production. At what point have we departed from ministry of the gospel, and we have now become Gospel Merchants, with one overriding motive – profit?

James 5:4

For an angel went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had.

Have we re-introduced through these meetings, inadvertently or otherwise, a regression, to the notion of a God who is only present at certain times, and in certain places, or with certain people, of with certain actions and objects – the cloths, the oils, the waters, the crucifixes, the rosaries? Have we now constrained what should be an omnipotent, omnipresent experience in God, to these limited events/occasions in time and re-associated God with objects of man’s creation. Has the merchandising of God, had an opportunity to be amplified, by wrongly imposing these constrained perspectives of God.

The God who is with us everywhere, and available to everyone who seeks Him, for free – because Christ has already paid the price on the cross, through His death and resurrection, is an unlimited resource and has no commercial value. i.e. You cannot sell such a God.

To commercialize God, the merchants take advantage of limits placed on God to narrow perspectives to certain places/times/seasons/objects/people of authority and other limitations, reducing the supply, increasing the demand, and the opportunity for profit.

Jesus sent His disciples out, and asked us to take the gospel to every nook and cranny. We now do the opposite, and take pride in the large limited meetings, which have no parallels in the New Testament. Unique opportunities for the misuse of Gospel Merchandise.

I acknowledge that human beings are social and we enjoy our camaraderie, and the exclusivity of “belonging”, but we can so easily get to a point where the devotion to the events takes pre-eminence over our devotion to the God.

Christian Publications:

In a similar manner to presidents and significant individuals who profit from the books they write, church leaders and commentators, do the same : Prayer Guides, Commentaries, and all manner of books, and published opinions. I received an email recently from a very popular ministry in the former Soviet Union, asking me to buy a particular book, and support its attainment of the #1 spot on the bestsellers list. When did the publication of Christian commentaries begin to have competition and sales as targets? What’s our real objective – profit, fame, recognition, or salvation and the growth of the gospel – transformed people changed forever by our re-established relationship with God.

We can include all the electronic publication formats here also, including television, cable, web, etc, etc.

Christian Ministry :

The de-facto accepted norm I hear more often – is the term “my ministry” – which is an organisation or effort which has the founder’s objectives and some unique name, associated. Whose ministry is it – Christ’s or the earthly founder? It is also custom to read in the introduction of these “ministries”, the encomiums of the founder’s achievements. Is the achievement and reputation of Christ insufficient to advertise the ministry?

As the bible declares, should we not be ministers of Christ? We have no ministry in the gospel, except Christ.

Here’s how Paul, the apostle, advertises himself, and it’s very different from today’s ministries, no reference to his own achievements – none.

2nd Timothy 1:1-2 – from the New International Version of the Bible

Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, in keeping with the promise of life that is in Christ Jesus,

To Timothy, my dear son:

Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.

Christian Music :

Christian oriented music is another key area, where we have to ask  – for music that is intended to edify the Body, who gave the inspiration, who gave the ability, who gave the increase, is it valid that we follow the world’s example and sell such music, copyright it using the world’s laws, for profit? Is there now an exclusion in the use of music, to serve the Body, that justifies its use as a means of profit? Would it be right to sell prophecies and healings? – No. Is not the music and other edification intended for the Body, to be held in similar high value, and precious enough, as not to be subsumed by the world’s system, for profit? All things are lawful, nothing stops us from selling such music, but is it expedient?

Where is the line between a profession of faith(sharing and teaching and celebrating the gospel- Jesus), the believer who works for a living not dependent on income directly related to gospel activities, and the professional whose personal fortunes are significantly derived from the propagation of the faith.

Our challenge is that, like in the time of Jesus, some things have gone on for so long, they have become normal, no one see’s anything wrong with it. It nevertheless does not make it perfect, however long we have deviated from the ideal.

The challenge to Christian Musicians will be – How will I live and pay bills? This is similar to the challenge of all believers – will we do it God’s way or our way.

I will give a personal example. I made a commitment that – to certain types of businesses such as tobacco companies – I would never provide my personal services(over which I have full control). Yes this reduces my potential income, from a statistical perspective, but it is a price worth paying, for a clear conscience. There is no human law against working for a tobacco business, but I could not bring myself to do this, knowing that I was definitely not in line with God’s preferred intentions.

I have also made a similar commitment that I would never arrange to personally profit, from any music which I contribute to, which is intended to edify the Body of Christ.


God is able to make all things profitable to us in our personal economic activities, without us succumbing to the inappropriate use, with a premeditated purpose of personal gain, of the wealth which may lie within the delivery and propagation of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Where is the commitment to give freely that which we also received free from Christ. We compose a song for Christ, to propagate the gospel, yet want to profit from it. We learn from Christ, and then we publish the book, to earn an income from it. We hold a meeting, and memorabilia or related services, for profit, risks derailing our focus, from God, to personal gain. Is this valid?

Where do we draw the line between profiting – being a benefit to the gospel – the true endowment and growth of Christ in lives and souls, starting in this life, and leading unto eternal redemption, and the widespread observation that is all around us, the use, and misuse of the temple – the people for whom Christ died, for personal gain(including fame, financial security, status and other non-financial benefits)?

Are the blessings and revelations, and gifts, now for sale, at a price?

We paid no price, why must we now charge others to receive the benefits and good news, that we obtained freely?

Let us believe like Paul the tent maker, that God is able to provide for us, to prevent the gospel becoming an opportunity for misuse and inappropriate financial gain, and a burden to those whom Jesus would save.