Love yourself

The following response was triggered by on online post which discussed depression amongst musicians.

My view : Depression, whether medical, mental, social has received increased attention in recent times as a condition that needs attention and various health/social professionals propose solutions – identifying it, and hoping to solve it. I’m adding mine to the pot.

By its very self description, depression is some kind of gap between where we are and where we would like to be, or where society thinks we should be. A gap between expectations and reality. A place in life where fulfillment is absent. Something is missing and it is almost impossible to figure out why.

Once upon a time, where I live, it was good enough to just have a car, any car, as long as it was serviceable. But now we aspire to much more – with German or German owned manufacturers and Japanese brands being the preferred choices, for very good reasons, but must it be a BMW or Mercedes? Is it because we really need one or cos you also need to show it off to others, to increase our own sense of worth. Symbols of status and upward mobility. Have we increasingly veered into a world where worth is determined more by other’s opinions of us, than what we really think of ourselves? How much of our time and energy is expended to please others, hoping that some of this expressed effort will be reciprocated by their praise or enhanced attention to us?

My deux cents. In summary a focus on unseen personal private success has been subsumed by an externally focused effort to achieve public success – to be seen to succeed becoming the priority – a focus on external appreciation that is an unsustainable energy sap – which erodes and depletes rather than refreshes.

Every person benefits from acknowledgement, affirmation and acceptance, having their opinions understood and accepted, and being able to achieve some of their hearts desires, and of course living in some measure of comfort/quality of life.

The challenge with these aspirations in today’s world is establishing a realistic personal set of goals for these targets. Why? – society’s benchmarks for these targets is such a moving target. If we tie ourselves to these moving targets usually brought on by the success of others, it drives us continually from our core – who we really are and want to be, to a place where we are no longer ourselves but try to be like everybody else – Elton John, Steve Jobs, Prince Harry, Ed Sheeran, Usain Bolt, Slash, or whomever else our heroes are.

It is good to be accepted, however it should also be ok to think differently, sometimes so differently like certain scientists and artist whose work was only understood or appreciate long after they had died. In other words how much of our own acceptance must depend on being accepted by others. It’s wonderful if this happens but so much of who we are, and know, and have, or can be, will never be seen, heard of, understood by others, and it is increasingly important to rest in this quiet acknowledgement of who we are, without seeking external validation. A very significant component of acceptance must come from within.

This is the fundamental heart of depression – a gap between where we are and where we would like to be. Sometimes also including a realisation that the world is demanding you to be something that you are not, or are looking for skills and attributes which you do not have and this gap creates a disjoint. The final aspect of depression is discovering that people(and things) are not all that they claim to be, when promises are broken, by us or by others.

I give a small example – discovering that so many products and services are “sold” as having extra features that have absolutely no benefit and it is not worth paying extra for them, or the truth is tucked away in fine print. Throughout life, we discover that people are almost certainly not all that they claim to be, and this includes ourselves, as we all without exception portray or expose only a subset of the real person, also known as being civilised or cultured, masking the truth behind our choice of masks – cosmetics, clothes, accents, mannerisms, affectations that portray us in one way or another as we would prefer to be seen, this includes our public lifestyle.

Negative peer influence – doing things to be appreciated by others, is very exhausting.

We are not helped by the mainstream media and social media where a relatively small number of reviewers and presenters and icons drive so much of the opinion/focus across very large swathes of our human experience – e.g Simon Cowell – I appreciate what he has achieved and love him- great man, but in many respects, every budding “producer/music executive” sets their sights on such large end results like Simon Cowell, without fully grasping that Simon has had 20+ years of honing his success – following a unique path that he created for himself – before Simon Cowell, there was no other person who created similar success in the same way as he has done. This is the same with every other person we look up to as ideal or the pinnacle of our chosen area of improvement – We cannot follow in the footsteps of any other, we must create our own path, to that which will fulfil us, and which we are perfectly comfortable with.

The only success that society is increasingly predisposed to acknowledge is the kind that is very public, global in nature – industry awards, in-company awards – best employee of the month or year, Oscars, Grammys, Gold medals – no one remembers the silver and bronze winners,  Nobel prizes, Queens honors lists, etc. In all of these someone else is responsible for our acknowledgement. Even where these honors are well deserved and well earned, we still need others to say well done to us! What if they never do?. There is also an overt competitiveness that can be somewhat disconcerting – the ones who lose out on the top award, which the majority of contenders – feel like a bit of a loser. It’s pretty much like a lottery – the public reward mechanism has most participants becoming losers…. Must we not rethink this assumed human societal norm of external praise, to rather teach people to appreciate themselves and not just wait to be appreciated or recognised. I dare to add – money and wealth have become such a significant sign of public acknowledgement of our value, and retaining it consumes our energies.

What is the remedy – establishing realistic goals that fit in with who you really are, to succeed in the things that really make you happy and do not need anyone else to acknowledge you – doing and being things that give you a sense of achievement for yourself – a sense of your own worth each day – that does not need anyone else to appreciate or know about it. It starts with enjoying the simple things – sleep, fresh air, being alive, being relatively fit and healthy and mobile – you do not have to be or look like Arnold the former governor of California, having a decent meal each day, enjoying your abode however small or humble, recognising that greatness starts with very small but consistent steps, and much greatness, like an iceberg, is submerged – rarely seen by others.

We need a recalibration from this overwhelmingly public notion of success acknowledgment, which is also fuelled unconsciously by our window into social media, where everyone else posts only their successes but much of the truth is hidden away and we never really know the people we interact with virtually – only the “clean” images they portray of themselves – ramping up a desire in us to match what we see or hear which may all be contrived – like an act for the camera/audience…

Society, including our immediate social network, sets so many of our targets – we want a new toy or piece of gear, cos someone else has one, same with a dog, car, house, wife, children, a particular job/professional achievements. So much advertising by those who profit from selling us or enabling these “assets”. No harm in wanting these things for yourself if that really is what fulfils you and not because we want to impress anyone else with these achievements – but we really need to think through what we really want, to be certain that upon achieving these things – they have real value, and are not a mirage of disappointment, which for example is why many marriages end – unfulfilled expectations.

Our ambitions should be for things that really make us happy – even when no one else is aware of their achievement.

Surprisingly – when you start to fully love yourself, accept yourself, value yourself no matter how undervalued others may have thought of you, this assurance becomes infectious and others will begin to value you the more. But we must never revert to seeking external affirmation – it is only a bonus, we must not depend on it. May I add that this applies to all relationships including the closest ones – family, wife, children, friends, co-workers, where sometimes appreciation of who you are could still surprisingly be quite lacking, cos they really do not know (or care that much about) who you really are, or hope to be – shocking but true.

Avoid the temptation to expend too much charity on others, which leaves you drained with very little in reserve for yourself, else everyone will happily take advantage of your generosity and as you will discover, rarely give back.

For me, at the heart of all of the above is a foundation in a personal lifelong relationship with Jesus Christ, which in its purest form, gives you a confidence that is beyond whatever affirmation society can provide to you, and beyond any negative self images that society may have inadvertently hung on you, from their uninformed opinions of you. Society(including much of what we call the church or religion today) will fail you, but the confidence that Jesus gives does not fail.

We also live in this interesting world where “feedback” from others needs to be taken with caution, cos the intentions of some of this feedback may not be as altruistic or genuine as they appear. Whatever our situation in life, including our mistakes, we need a very positive image and knowledge of ourselves to have the confidence to take each next step to our own personal joy. We must balance what others say of us with the truth we know of ourselves, a truth which we create each day by our thoughts, conclusions and actions to develop who we are, in the direction we wish to be fulfilled in.

Ultimately a life where we can achieve complete personal joy, with absolutely no need to depend on others to acknowledge us, cos we already have confidence in God’s acknowledgement of who we are, and we also acknowledge that we are valued, is success indeed. The world can never know who you really are – not even your closest friends and family know all that you are – but you do, and God does.

Loving others is wonderful but not at the expense of loving yourself, which is the prerequisite. It is only when you know and love yourself fully and have taken care of your own needs, that you can truly love others.

As I consider it, there is something especially important in the bible account where God explicitly acknowledges Jesus as one in whom He is well pleased. What is our desire, to please man – who will never be pleased – their pleasure is transient, or to please God who demands very little really, in comparison to the insatiable demands of man, and in God’s case he provides us with all we need to fulfil His demands, as he did for Abraham.

By pleasing God I also refer to that inner conscience of right or wrong, when we do those things that are right, not because of any reward, or public praise, not even because we seek a reward from God, but do the right things because that’s the best thing to do, not just to please God, but also to please ourselves, because we know the truth.

This is contentment indeed, the antidote to depression, living for yourself and God, not according to the dictates of others. If others join you on this journey great, and even where you are the only one living this way, you are content in being alone in living right. Content with yourself under all circumstances, secure in the knowledge that God is aware of your situation at all times and He has your best interest at heart.

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Insight – Digital Pianos – Late 2017

If I recall rightly I concluded the most recent post with the resolve that we already have enough, to get us to the next step in our journey. I believe that God provides this, and by this we can be expectant for the great future ahead, yet content that we are already in a good place to propel us into the next step.

I hear a lot about mindfulness – my interpretation of this is – being aware of now or who/what/where/why and how we are at this point in time.

Further to my most recent review of digital pianos, Yamaha released their Clavinova CLP 685 which replaces the CLP 585. Let’s see how this changes the current status quo, in non portable digital pianos.

The 685, from what I can see and hear, the key changes, of import to me are :

  1. A new keybed known as GrandTouch, which now adds escapement, more ivory like keys.
  2. To my ears, a more digitally accurate version of the piano sample. More present, especially in the higher and lower frequencies. May be improved Digital to Analog converters, or analog circuitry and what sounds like better speakers.

The latter improvement is two edged, on the one hand, it exposes a really transparent start naked, nicely oiled version of the sampled pianos – CFX and Bosendorfer, in a remarkable way, but with absolutely no wart, pimple, not a spot – very very clean.

But sometimes as with everything digital, too much accuracy can take away from the reality of a natural instrument. In this case, it lays the CFX samples, in particular, so bare that you have Marmite moments, you either absolutely love the CFX samples or do not.

From infrequent auditions over a few months, and also as I discover, as my understanding of piano sounds has improved (to my delightful surprise), I discern things that I was not aware of before.

For some songs, the CFX and Bosendorfer samples have too much of a strong character, and particularly with the CFX, a bold attack, lots of nice sustain, which you need to keep in check with diminished use of the sustain pedal, and I found myself needing to elicit the una corda (soft) pedal, to tame certain passages, such as the ending of phrases, cos the power of the piano was almost like a wild. Good foot and tummy exercise, seems to do wonders for the core.

In comparison to other digital pianos, there seems to be less dynamic range in volume and tone, needing you to play quite delicately to unleash the velvet tones, without using the una corda.

From one perspective this is probably an accurate representation of the CFX sound – bold, concert piano, that rings out loud, calling all to attention, from all of the land. Playing soft, and obtaining aural feedback of the softer tone, with less overtones, and a less prickly attack, is somewhat hard work, as the fundamental tone of pianissimo is not far off from forte, only lower in volume. The softer lower velocity notes are not wrapped in felt gloves, delicate, but rather ring out a bit too much, for some music. Pianoforte takes a fair amount of adjustment, difficult to reign in this runaway horse. It is hard to please everyone, with one piano sample – all comments above refer to the numero uno CFX preset. Some of the other presets like the Ballad piano – do provide a more emotionally engaging intimate piano, for contemplative genres.

At the same listening session, I found the Roland LX17 to have a more natural transition between soft and loud, though the piano samples are also a bit Marmite – if less so than the Yamaha – LX17 clearly an attempt to replicate a Steinway grand tone. Richer overtones than the CLP 685.

Auditioning the Kawai CA97 at the same session, revealed something I had not heard so distinctly before, too many overtones, resulting in a strident tone, so many frequencies competing for attention, that focus is diluted, and distractions like a smear on the camera lens, obstruct the main subject. It would be really hard to fall in love with this tone.

I came out of this with an impression that the CA97 is at one extreme of tone – lots of string sound, percussive overtones, harmonics, buzzing, busy bee, while the CLP 685 was at the other extreme, clinical, ascetic, bare, digital, modern, with the LX17 as a happy in between – superb key action, great dynamics, capable of being bright when you dig into it with force, zero learning curve – no need to resort to the use of una corda restraints, unless you really want to, as variances in note velocity were sufficient to “adjust” the piano sound to suit a significant spectrum of desired tone and volume, on each note.

Not unsurprisingly, the LX17 also is the most expensive of the aforementioned. I only wish the LX17 included the wonderful darker tone of the previous Roland flagship, the LX15.

Regrettably, there also seems no point in purchasing many of the non flagship digital piano non portable models from Yamaha, Roland or Kawai, cos the real mackoy is in the flagship model, if you want a great tone encased in a traditional piano cabinet simile.

 

 

 

 

 

Digital Piano Instruments and Sounds – Sonic Dimensions

For a while, I’ve tried to find a way to categorize piano sounds, as over time I have become more aware than ever of the variation in piano tones,  which is somewhat derived from the difference in the sonic options of the original instrument – the acoustic piano, made by different manufacturers, with diverse techniques and varying materials, and on cherished recordings – from very different rooms/recording equipment(microphones, placement, recording chains, converters, etc..).

Why bother?

More than ever before, for reasons such as cost, logistics, culture, location, many may not have convenient access to a real acoustic piano of acceptable or preferred sonic quality, and even where access to one is resolved, recording that instrument  to a high standard – requires skills, and equipment that may be unattainable.

My 2nd serious foray (the 1st being a beginner’s 61 note Yamaha semi-weighted keyboard) into digital piano sounds, led me into the universe of sampled pianos, with a purchase of Ivory version 1 by Synthogy – a sample based piano instrument. Most surprisingly, it was not what I had anticipated. The accolades in the Sound on Sound magazine review which led me to purchase this promising tool, were unwarranted. It sounded nothing like what I heard in my minds desire. Why? Most of my aural expectations were based on polished piano sounds which I heard on popular music… Instead of a lush, rich tone, what I heard was dry, plinky, and thinner than expected. A tone which required very rich and complete chords/harmonies, beyond my abilities at the time, to bring out any life from the instrument.

After spending a tidy sum, time, effort, research, and ending up in shocked disappointment, I abandoned the software/sampled instrument approach, for a few years, reverting exclusively to piano sounds from hardware instruments.

Over time, I’ve been finally able to resolve the gap in expectation. All acoustic piano sounds, in digital format, fall somewhere in the spectrum of each of the following dimensions.

  1. Tone – which has string sound(almost like a jangly twangy guitar/pluck similar to a harpsichord, at one extreme, to metallic – hammer striking a metal string, somewhere in the middle of this dimension, to a woody funereal sustained mellow tone at the other extreme. Typically from very transient quick attacks to mellow felt softened woody resonances.
  2. Space – from very dry and upfront to distant and roomy.
  3. Modulation – from life like and perfectly reproduced to obviously veiled and distorted and ultimately somewhat unrecognisable as a piano.
  4. Clarity – from ultra realistic and modern to bit-resolution/frequency limited audio reminiscent of the earliest  sampled piano instruments.
  5. Note length – from staccatissimo in an anechoic chamber, to ringing sustains of over 1 minute long in the bass.
  6. Weight – Light to Heavy/Dark

There are no right or wrong piano sounds, the only challenge is finding the one you have in mind, or learning how to modify the stock sound, as much as you need to, in the direction of your intention, where the instrument provides these options.

Each instrument obviously has a certain limit to how far the tweaks can go, yet still retain a believable sounding character of a real/imaginary piano, because it can only stray so far from the originator’s intention, so a good starting point close to your intention is of advantage. The sonic universe of piano sounds is vast, made even more complex by the opportunity to layer piano tones with other sounds.

Now when I hear a piano tone, I can analyse it and place it somewhere in each of the aforementioned dimensions, and am better able to appreciate its distance from my intention, and rather than become frustrated with the sound, simply realise it’s not quite what I had intended, time to compromise, tweak it as close to my intention, as it will allow me, or cut my losses, abandon the current search to find a better starting point, a candidate closer to my intention, for the music in my heart, at that point in time.

Somewhat like real life, fight(fix things as best as you can) or flight(abandon the current search). Both right decisions.

No piano tone is perfect for all types of music/emotion, we can either accept its compromise or reject its offer.

Ultimately the choice is ours.

For me the long search for the right piano or the best piano, is over, and this includes the perfect piano for each song – also an exercise in futility, such searches are infinite searches, there will always be a range of pianos, at our disposal, close enough to suit the specific track, once in the ballpark, each new tone will be a good enough variant, for the task at hand, not better, only different.

Therefore, from now on rather than invest time in a futile search for perfection, good enough (based on the limitations of time, and resources at my disposal) will have to do, for the task at hand.

The music is far more important than the piano tone.

Living is more important that searching for the ultimate experience or object – as there are no ultimates, only within the limits of our current reach, and these ultimates are subject to change anyway, so why bother. Today it is no longer considered an unreachable big deal to put men on the Earth’s Moon and bring them back. Getting to Mars will not make us any happier or better, cos when that is achieved, we seek to reach the stars, a seemingly laudable goal, but does it bring us any closer to contentment. Yes we may get the wreath, have our name written in the record books, for a season, but even these achievements are temporary, in the schema of ultimate time, probably forgotten by all humanity within a few years of our expiration, overtaken by new feats of human advancement.

Begs the question, which brings real contentment, to live and accept good enough for ourselves, or to forever be inadequate by incessantly attempting to be perfect or better than everyone else – a target that is never achieved – predominantly initiated by a comparison with the achievements of others, or our previous achievements. Progress is great, a wonderful thing, but not at the cost of contentment, which is an even greater place to be. One fulfils, the other propels us into a perpetual wild goose chase.

Complacency is also not ideal, not a place to be, as there is no propellant for expectation – hope, anticipation, discovery, and fulfilling one’s purpose/abilities/potential.

Is there a middle ground – an acceptable contended middle ground between the extremes of abject complacency and the perpetual frustration of incessant overreaching?

I choose to live, to enjoy today, to enjoy now. Tomorrow may be better, but today is the best day to be alive. Living – appreciating the here and now, is more important than achieving.

The piano I have today, is the best one for me – with lemons I make lemonade, with what I have today, I make and enjoy music, which is more important than the instrument I choose to use/acquire.

Comments above also apply to all manner of musical instrument tones, electro acoustic pianos, and other instruments.

What I have (or do not have today) is good enough. I learn to make do with what I have today. I learn to be alive. Today. Now.

 

Hardware Digital Pianos – 2017

I’ll start with a short recap. In 2017, acoustic piano sounds can be obtained from a variety of sources :

  1. Samples and/or software emulations running/played back on a computer or portable device(including smartphones), which need you to complement this with an external keyboard via MIDI or USB, etc, to playback the audio in real time.
  2. Samples and/or sofware emulations played back on a self contained hardware piano device, with its own keybed.

This commentary focuses on the latter.

In my opinion after years of tryouts, and with more discernment over time, there are only two options worth considering.

Why, at the end of the day, what you need from a piano is an instrument that can convey emotions, without distractions. This is music – emotions, not sounds.

I have discovered that the human ear is very sensitive to distortions, and while most of us may not own a top of the line instrument, we are accustomed to listening to good quality instruments in some of the most popular commercial recordings, and the characteristics – especially the emotional accuracy is transparently conveyed when you hear a good acoustic piano, or simulation thereof.

Two instruments pass my criteria for authentic emotional engagement, which is an instrument that allows you to focus on the music, with minimal adjustment – just sit down and play and every note sounds like it came from a real instrument, even though your ears know it’s not real. The illusion is almost believable, and in some instances exceeds a real instrument, by becoming its own reincarnation of what a modern piano should be. May I use the term – SuperAuthentic.

The two pianos I now recommend are the Yamaha CLP 585, and the Roland LX17. Different, but both full rich, solid bass, with excellent harmonic content in each note, every note a pleasure. You can truly become lost with either of these, without that feeling of limitations, that other digital pianos give you – of having to fight with the piano to reproduce your intentions accurately.

With these two, the variation of intention from barely audible to thundering – attention grabbing – hear me now, is as effortless as I have ever experienced on any instrument.

I would dare to add that I consider these digital pianos even more superior to acoustic pianos in the consistency of touch from one key to another, perfectly weighted and able to be played for hours without fingers and hands tiring. Effortless. You forget about the keys and only focus on the music. And when you are done, you leave the instrument satisfied, fulfilled, and return to planet Earth from somewhere higher up in the planes of musical existence.

Expensive – yes, but everything else sounds compromised, and will, because the ear is such a marvel, soon become unpleasant/artificial to hear.

Why are these pianos sounding so good? One primary reason is the quality of amps and speakers and placement of these, which give a more complete image of the sound, especially in the frequency spectrum…..from bass to treble – you hear the full spectrum contained in every note, especially in the bass. This includes any bass component in higher register notes.

It could also be that their implementation of sympathetic resonance, sounds better.

I’ll end by adding that they simply sound so much clearer and less veiled, than other digital pianos. They are the top of their line, and deservedly so.

 

 

 

Gospel Merchandise for profit. An acceptable practice?

PURPOSE

This commentary examines certain trends which have become predominant practices and now form a part of common doctrine in organisations and individuals, which profess Christ, and compares the observations with guidance from God’s word. We ask the fundamental question – are we aligned with what God expects of us, or have been overtaken by the traditions and intentions of men, with respect to financial accountability, in our delivery and communication of the gospel. Ultimately are there grounds to consider a change, to become more aligned with the spirit and letter of the recorded and revealed guidance from God? We anticipate that this article will promote reflection, that we may truly serve/love God and man.

JESUS and TEMPLE COMMERCE

Matthew – Chapter 21 – Verse 12 and 13 – from the King James edition

12And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves, 13And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.

In the recorded account above, Christ Himself, gave vivid guidance by His unequivocal displeasure, with misplaced commercial activities, where these relate to serving God. In the aforementioned instance, merchants had taken advantage of the need for individuals to serve God, by providing services, and items for sale, at the temple, for profit, and turned it to a marketplace, which Jesus labelled “a den of thieves”.

This was the only time where Christ was recorded, to have performed an act that we may consider the use of physical personal force or violence. It certainly portrays a sense of His vehemence towards the evolution, of profit as a prior motive, instead of God as our central focus, a misappropriation that still occurs today, which I have entitled – Gospel Merchandise.

The import of appropriating finances properly is emphasized by two other accounts, where we see God’s wrath vividly expressed, in a manner that should lead us to exceptionally examine how we manage our relationship/response with/to God, in the area of finances. While the underlying deviation was from the love of God, these deviations came to the fore through the love of money, rather than God, which the bible describes as the “root of all evil”. Please note – money is not the evil, its the love of money, over and above God, that’s evil.

Judas Iscariot – a close associate of Jesus Christ, betrayed him, for money, and met a most gruesome end.

Ananias and Saphira also met a most inglorious death, through inappropriate perspectives on money/profit, where God was involved.

These examples demonstrate that it would be important that we appreciate how to relate with God, accurately and in love, where finances are concerned.

TODAY’s TEMPLE and MISUSE

It’s the year 2016 – when I write this, 2016 approximate years after Christ’s death, the temple no longer exists in the same form, as in the time of Jesus on the earth, (or should not exist in the same form), nevertheless we find today’s temples can and have suffered a similar inappropriate use by merchants.

Where is the temple of God today?

1 Corinthians 3:16-17 King James Version (KJV)

16 Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?

17 If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.

With the resurrection of Jesus Christ, in fulfillment of His promise to rebuild the temple, today’s temple is no longer the inanimate building, but the living building of saints, people in whom God dwells, or would dwell.

In the pursuit of ministering the gospel, with a significant number of people so eager and willing, in their justified love/reverence and rightful fear of God, many have been taken advantage of, by those who would wish to “sell” them God, and in particular the merchants priority is profit(not limited to money alone – but may include an increase in social status, recognition, fame or other advantages to the merchant).

It is inappropriate for merchants to consider people as a potential target, with the primary aim of making profit from them, in their pursuit of God.

Previous examples of this misuse of God’s people includes the practice of indulgences- where forgiveness of sins is “sold” to relatives of the deceased – for a fee.

The danger of such practices is to mislead people to think that the things of God can be acquired by money, or the possession of rights and privileges, enabled by money.

EXAMPLES OF MISUSE OF TODAY’s TEMPLES

The Gatherings/Merchandise at Gatherings :

John 4: 21-23

Jesus said unto her, “Woman, believe Me, the hour cometh when ye shall neither on this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.

In spite of the clarification by Jesus, that real worship of God will no longer be about specific places, and gatherings, as were predominant in His time, with periodic assemblies at the temple in Jerusalem, we find that today’s believer has been drawn into a similar “reverence” for specific assemblies, as their meeting points with God, instead of what should be the norm which I sometimes summarise as 100% God, a faith that acknowledges that God is with us, in adequate measure – 100% of the time. Yes we assemble, Yes we are encouraged to gather amongst ourselves, but these gatherings do not take pre-eminence over the remaining aspects of our 100% relationship/dwelling with God, which occurs all the time.

The purpose of Jesus Christ, among other things was to become our Emmanuel – God with us, not only when we gather with others, where He is present, but also at all other times, when He remains present, including when we are on our own. – He is always with us.

Matthew 28: 16-20

Then the eleven disciples went away into Galilee, into a mountain where Jesus had appointed them. 17And when they saw him, they worshipped him: but some doubted. 18And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. 19Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: 20Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen

Have we oversold, the focus on meetings, activities and gatherings,and become the business of faith based meetings and events – pilgrimages, cruises, retreats, seminars, workshops, symposiums, crusades, festivals, conventions, with the associated commercial activities which run along side these activities – banners, T-shirts, stickers, books, videos, CD’s, (in the old days – tapes), and all manner of objects, for Christ, for profit, especially at the largest of these meetings. Have we lost our focus on the God of the temple, and fed the human affinity for that which is seen(in itself a form of idolatry), through tangible merchandise and activity in the temple from which a few profit? We now have Disney like “Christian” recreational parks, and Jesus Christ Superstar was a major money spinning theater production. At what point have we departed from ministry of the gospel, and we have now become Gospel Merchants, with one overriding motive – profit?

James 5:4

For an angel went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had.

Have we re-introduced through these meetings, inadvertently or otherwise, a regression, to the notion of a God who is only present at certain times, and in certain places, or with certain people, of with certain actions and objects – the cloths, the oils, the waters, the crucifixes, the rosaries? Have we now constrained what should be an omnipotent, omnipresent experience in God, to these limited events/occasions in time and re-associated God with objects of man’s creation. Has the merchandising of God, had an opportunity to be amplified, by wrongly imposing these constrained perspectives of God.

The God who is with us everywhere, and available to everyone who seeks Him, for free – because Christ has already paid the price on the cross, through His death and resurrection, is an unlimited resource and has no commercial value. i.e. You cannot sell such a God.

To commercialize God, the merchants take advantage of limits placed on God to narrow perspectives to certain places/times/seasons/objects/people of authority and other limitations, reducing the supply, increasing the demand, and the opportunity for profit.

Jesus sent His disciples out, and asked us to take the gospel to every nook and cranny. We now do the opposite, and take pride in the large limited meetings, which have no parallels in the New Testament. Unique opportunities for the misuse of Gospel Merchandise.

I acknowledge that human beings are social and we enjoy our camaraderie, and the exclusivity of “belonging”, but we can so easily get to a point where the devotion to the events takes pre-eminence over our devotion to the God.

Christian Publications:

In a similar manner to presidents and significant individuals who profit from the books they write, church leaders and commentators, do the same : Prayer Guides, Commentaries, and all manner of books, and published opinions. I received an email recently from a very popular ministry in the former Soviet Union, asking me to buy a particular book, and support its attainment of the #1 spot on the bestsellers list. When did the publication of Christian commentaries begin to have competition and sales as targets? What’s our real objective – profit, fame, recognition, or salvation and the growth of the gospel – transformed people changed forever by our re-established relationship with God.

We can include all the electronic publication formats here also, including television, cable, web, etc, etc.

Christian Ministry :

The de-facto accepted norm I hear more often – is the term “my ministry” – which is an organisation or effort which has the founder’s objectives and some unique name, associated. Whose ministry is it – Christ’s or the earthly founder? It is also custom to read in the introduction of these “ministries”, the encomiums of the founder’s achievements. Is the achievement and reputation of Christ insufficient to advertise the ministry?

As the bible declares, should we not be ministers of Christ? We have no ministry in the gospel, except Christ.

Here’s how Paul, the apostle, advertises himself, and it’s very different from today’s ministries, no reference to his own achievements – none.

2nd Timothy 1:1-2 – from the New International Version of the Bible

Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, in keeping with the promise of life that is in Christ Jesus,

To Timothy, my dear son:

Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.

Christian Music :

Christian oriented music is another key area, where we have to ask  – for music that is intended to edify the Body, who gave the inspiration, who gave the ability, who gave the increase, is it valid that we follow the world’s example and sell such music, copyright it using the world’s laws, for profit? Is there now an exclusion in the use of music, to serve the Body, that justifies its use as a means of profit? Would it be right to sell prophecies and healings? – No. Is not the music and other edification intended for the Body, to be held in similar high value, and precious enough, as not to be subsumed by the world’s system, for profit? All things are lawful, nothing stops us from selling such music, but is it expedient?

Where is the line between a profession of faith(sharing and teaching and celebrating the gospel- Jesus), the believer who works for a living not dependent on income directly related to gospel activities, and the professional whose personal fortunes are significantly derived from the propagation of the faith.

Our challenge is that, like in the time of Jesus, some things have gone on for so long, they have become normal, no one see’s anything wrong with it. It nevertheless does not make it perfect, however long we have deviated from the ideal.

The challenge to Christian Musicians will be – How will I live and pay bills? This is similar to the challenge of all believers – will we do it God’s way or our way.

I will give a personal example. I made a commitment that – to certain types of businesses such as tobacco companies – I would never provide my personal services(over which I have full control). Yes this reduces my potential income, from a statistical perspective, but it is a price worth paying, for a clear conscience. There is no human law against working for a tobacco business, but I could not bring myself to do this, knowing that I was definitely not in line with God’s preferred intentions.

I have also made a similar commitment that I would never arrange to personally profit, from any music which I contribute to, which is intended to edify the Body of Christ.

Conclusion

God is able to make all things profitable to us in our personal economic activities, without us succumbing to the inappropriate use, with a premeditated purpose of personal gain, of the wealth which may lie within the delivery and propagation of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Where is the commitment to give freely that which we also received free from Christ. We compose a song for Christ, to propagate the gospel, yet want to profit from it. We learn from Christ, and then we publish the book, to earn an income from it. We hold a meeting, and memorabilia or related services, for profit, risks derailing our focus, from God, to personal gain. Is this valid?

Where do we draw the line between profiting – being a benefit to the gospel – the true endowment and growth of Christ in lives and souls, starting in this life, and leading unto eternal redemption, and the widespread observation that is all around us, the use, and misuse of the temple – the people for whom Christ died, for personal gain(including fame, financial security, status and other non-financial benefits)?

Are the blessings and revelations, and gifts, now for sale, at a price?

We paid no price, why must we now charge others to receive the benefits and good news, that we obtained freely?

Let us believe like Paul the tent maker, that God is able to provide for us, to prevent the gospel becoming an opportunity for misuse and inappropriate financial gain, and a burden to those whom Jesus would save.

Digital Pianos – 2015

About a year ago I updated my initial impressions of Digital Pianos. In the interval, I’ve had cause to do a bit more playing and listening to a range of keyboard instruments, from workstations by Yamaha and Roland, a number of stage pianos and acoustic pianos.

My current impressions. It depends.

Caveat emptor. My primary interest in the comments below is the sound quality, playability and emotive authenticity.

We have in our minds “memories” of what pianos sound like, so it depends, what piano sound do you have in mind?. What do you associate as the sound of a piano, it depends on what music you have been listening to. And while all piano music and pianos have the same root “sound” signature, they vary, even two acoustic pianos by the same manufacturer – same model, will not sound exactly the same.

As I’ve discovered there is so much that a piano tuner can do to alter the sound of a piano, by changing the feel, adjust hammers, etc. etc. I’m not the expert here. Some dark art known as preparing a piano.

Different music genres require a different sound, a ballad will need a piano with some sustain, while a rock piano will not be well served by a dull lingering sustain, preferring something short and sharp with staccato.

The overall frequency response from bass to treble, also helps define the piano sound, and this can be different for each section of the piano, low registers, mid and treble.

Therefore the manufacturer of a digital piano has to take their pick from the wide spectrum of available piano sounds, with one ultimate aim in mind – sell lots of these pianos.

The fashion of the day, the perceived need of the intended purchaser therefore has such a bearing on the target sound of a digital piano, while an attempt is made to please everyone, a target market is at the heart of each digital piano.

I think this typically includes – Home users, beginner piano players, older learners who are coming back to the piano or developing a 1st interest, those who need a nice piece of furniture to enhance their home -symbol of success, and finally professional musicians. This final category being the target market with the most discernment, who as I understand it, may prefer a digital instrument for live use, cos it avoids the challenges of micing up a real piano, with spill on a loud stage coming from other instruments/and stage monitors.

There are very few digital piano makers who dominate this market – Yamaha, Roland, Kawai, Casio. Casio being the poor cousin, in the family.

Yamaha and Kawai also make acoustic pianos, and therefore use the opportunity to “market” the signature sound of the acoustic equivalents in the digital emulations.

Roland, who does not make acoustic pianos – in recent times – has attempted to dominate the digital piano universe with modelling based on the core technology in their V-Pianos.

In practice what does all this mean.

Below $1,000, there are lots of decent sounding pianos that will fit many uses. In this commentary I will avoid naming specific models, to prevent my personal musical bias from tainting your opinion. The common characteristic of this lower end is a restricted bass sound due to the use of smaller speakers and smaller amplifiers, keybeds which do not feel/respond as beautifully as the higher end models. But they are adequate and represent good value for money.

One advantage I find in all Digital Pianos, and I make a distinction here to exclude the portable pianos from this category, is that a solid frame improves your playing, as you do not have a shaky stand (however solid, most portable stands have micro movements), even for the most inexpensive Digital Piano. furthermore, the keybed is at the right height, cos of the inbuilt stand.

If amplified by high quality monitors, I wonder how good these  lower end pianos could sound quite good. I have not much experience with amplifying non portable digital pianos, so can’t comment here.

Above $1,000 I find specific characteristics. The Yamaha’s have the lightest most beautiful key movement. and I can play really fast and effortlessly on these, Kawais having the heaviest touch, Rolands having the most bounce.

Regretfully, after years of listening, trying many electronic pianos, there are few distinctive sounds and may I qualify here, what you gravitate to is a piano that you want to play, that keeps you spell bound, hour after hour, as you go from tone to tone, from song to song, that gives you goose pimples, that makes you pinch yourself, and think – that’s incredulous – wow – is this still a digital piano?

It definitely has gotten better, the authenticity, quality of emulation/samples is definitely better.

Where have digital pianos succeeded? As an alternative for the acoustic piano, for those who cannot justify the cost of a high end acoustic which could set the owner back $20,000 or more all the way to over $300,000, the maintenance which all pianos need such as tuning, or the space required to house a large grand piano.

The digital pianos attempt to recreate some of the sound of the expensive top end acoustic pianos, such as the Kawai Shigeru, and the Yamaha CFX and CF3, or the Bosendorfer which is now owned by Yamaha, and to a certain extent they succeed, a a Steinway like sound – which is what I think the Rolands attempt to emulate.

It begs the question, what styles of music are these high end acoustic pianos predominantly used for? Pop, Classical, Jazz. I wish I had the answer with statistical evidence. I would expect that most of the music played on the top end pianos would not be Pop. That’s my challenge, I find the pianos a tad out of place for many genres.

As an example the Yamaha CLP585 is a wonderful piano, great tone, on some occasions sounds really great to me, on some occasions, not so great and sounds a bit too clean with suppressed overtones. Overtones give a piano that richness, that complexity. Clean is excellent when you have strong harmonic (strongly polyphonic) compositions as it allows the contribution of each note to be heard without being smeared in a mush of overtones, but can be devoid of that richness, when playing music or style with minimal polyphony. With the Yamaha, the CFX sound is different from what I’m used to hearing, on most popular pop music.

The Kawai’s – I find missing a certain thump, and tinkle, the sharp/crack/attack I associate with piano. Rich warm tone, at the other end of the spectrum from the Yamaha. Great for classical and some jazz.

In some respects the Yamaha’s and the Kawais remind me a little of guitars, i.e an instrument with an attack, and strings, but the plink at  the front of each note is missing.

The Rolands are good sounding digital pianos, I liked the HP506 and HP508. The Roland LX 15e had a lovely rich nevertheless dark but rich tone, unlike any other digital piano – distinct and most like a real piano The Roland HP 6XX series, which I have finally been able to try out – I enjoyed the HP 605. Both the new Roland LX17 and LX7 are great pianos if you like their sound – definitely brighter than the LX15 which they replace. The touch of the LX17 definitely is a step ahead of probably anything else, feels really fluid.

The most recent pianos veer towards a realism and quirkiness, inherited from the physical piano, with such as a huge range in tone between forte and piano (loud and soft), for those who are used to the consistency of earlier generations of digital pianos, and digital workstations such as the Motif series, the current trend for a huge variation in tone between piano and forte notes, by the new kings of the block, can be a bit disconcerting and takes a while to adjust to. I daresay for those who are not familiar with real acoustic pianos, the workstations and older digital pianos have provided a safety net, allowing players to be a bit imprecise with their technique and for those familiar with the less dynamic digital equivalents, any attempt to play a proper acoustic or digital instrument voiced similarly – with huge dynamic and tonal variation, simply opens up many of the flaws in technique, a by product of the use of less capable  instruments.

Unfortunately after about a year of regularly trying out these instruments, Very few of the pianos’ attempts at authenticity bring me into that universe where I forget the instrument and simply get lost in the music. That thing that says I need one. Not sure what’s missing.

Which come closest to inspiration perfection? – the Roland LX15e, the Roland LX17, the Roland LX7, the Roland HP605, the Yamaha Clavinova CLP585, also acquits itself well.  Kawai CA97 – warm deep bass – no plink in the mid range, Kawai CA65 – bright sounding.. On most of the digital pianos, its the middle of the piano that seems weakest and least authentic- could be the cancellation or mono cancellation is strongest in this range!! I also enjoyed the Yamaha CLP 575 (nice rounded tone with a bit of harmonics yet retaining some of the brightness and what I call plink – (the piano strike/attack) and the Yamaha CLP 545 has a very nice rounded tone.

Edit: December 2015

One interesting quality to assess which explains some of the variation in their sound is how “close” is the emulated sound. A piano without the  sound of the room is an anomaly. The ambiance is such an important part of the piano sound in a theater, hall, and in any recording thereof. Some digital pianos, are voiced to give the impression of being right in front of the piano, and where the room/location in which the digital piano is played adds very little additional ambiance, the illusion is inauthentic.

It’s important to pair the digital piano with the right room. In my experience – playing the same piano e.g the Yamaha CLP 585, in 3 different demonstration rooms, left me with three different impressions. The best sound was in a demonstration room at Yamaha Music, in London, where the piano was placed adjacent to a large window, and the ceiling was of medium height, and it’s only on significant reflection that I now realise how much the room interaction affects one’s impressions of the resultant sound.

In another demonstration room where the Yamaha CLP 585 was placed in a location with a lower ceiling, with less reverberation than the location of another Yamaha CLP 575, the lower version model, the 575 was my preferred piano. It has taken a while to really appreciate how much the hall or room influences the quality of the digital piano sound.

Some pianos have the option to add ambience electronically, but this did not add as much value as a suitably reverberant room.

Special mentions :

The Kawai CN25 has a lovely close and very authentic piano sound, excellent dynamics, but not exaggerated dynamics. It sounds like a good quality close micing of a smaller grand piano, than the Kawai Shugeru which is sampled on the more expensive CN 97. I loved the action on the CN25, and it was an intimate nevertheless bright sound – with a rounded vintage edge/appeal. Especially when I consider the price – really great value, in my opinion.

I really enjoyed going back to try out the Yamaha CLP 575, – as I mentioned earlier, it could be the location/room in which I played it.

The non portable (unless you have a roadie) digital piano with the best tone – though a bit bright, at this time is the Roland LX17, and it has an excellent ambient sound – but this could be the room in which I auditioned it at Dawsons in Reading.

One fairly consistent impression is that the top end of the range is where the money usually is, with the most superb key action, expressiveness and that “response” that is closest to a living instrument.

Having said that, I listened to an old favorite – Joe Sample – Spellbound, the album, Seven Years of Good Luck, the 1st track being a good example one of the 1st CD’s I ever bought, at a time when I did not have a decent sound system, my 1st CD player played back via what would be considered a very very cheap and poor set of headphones, probably not anywhere near as good as the stock fare you get on airline flights. I realise that I have not heard anyone else with the same piano sound – on this album, you recognise that he’s playing both synth/workstation keyboards for the rich pads and sustain sounds, and acoustic piano, but that piano sound is so unique to him – whatever effects, the preparation of the piano, is such a unique sound to this artist. My point is this piano sound is imprinted in my mind, and similarly the pianos I have heard on many other albums each have their own sound, imprinted in my memory. From the piano on classical recordings to the piano sound of Lyle Mays – such a variation.

We are used to hearing so many types of piano on so many recordings, recorded and played in so many different types of ways, on so many different genres of music.

That’s why no digital piano will ever sound right. The piano technology – recording techniques and effects used over the most recent 80 years establishes such a wide expectation range, with each track you know having its own relatively unique slant to the piano sound, that nothing will quite fit the bill, cos your ear recognises that something is missing. It is within reason, not exactly, what you want to hear or are familiar with in your mind.

If your vocabulary of piano sounds is vast, from the variety of what you have listened to, the subset of piano sounds provided by most digital pianos will simply not satisfy that quest…..That’s my challenge…

A lot of the piano we hear in our minds has been processed by the microphones used, microphone positions, blend of microphones recorded, and further processing, oh of course the room in which the piano was recorded also plays it’s part, recording medium – tape, converters, equalisation, that it is hard to find instant gratification on many digital pianos….

I think it’s that challenge, to capture so many piano sounds, from the authentic reproduction of what a real piano sounds like, which is very different from what we hear on a lot of pop music, and there are so many variations of the authentic classical/jazz piano sound, and then the many pop/gospel piano variations, and so many variations of piano – from the different acoustic piano manufacturers – Grand, Uprights, in so many different states of maintenance and age – with developments especially over the most recent 150 years in piano manufacturing and design technology. Advancements in recording and the vast resource of available recorded material with piano components, has spoiled us in our time, that the piano player needs a piano for every type of music, close to what their ear is familiar with, for that genre of music. It’s akin to trying to design the perfect car – the same car which can transform into whatever car we need – a bus, a truck, a sports car. Probably impossible.

We are spoiled for choice in our piano sound vocabulary in 2015, from such a huge history of piano playing and recording, and the digital piano manufacturers will struggle to keep up with the demands of the most discerning.

And were are talking here of just acoustic emulations. Today’s keyboard player also needs incredible electric pianos and hybrids.

It is difficult to please everyone, and do this in a cost effective way.

Edit – January 2016

Listening to recorded sources such as videos on Youtube informs me that there is quite  bit of variation between the sound of the digital piano, via its own speakers and when it’s played back on alternative amplification systems.

To fully evaluate a digital piano, I think in addition to hearing what it sounds like via its own speakers, one needs to hear what it sounds like on a good pair of monitors. Why? In addition to a home setting, many digital pianos are used in public settings amplified via their line outs, so its good to have a perspective on this angle of their sound. I have been quite surprised at the difference in sound, e.g on a Kawai CN97 between the in built speakers, and the recorded sound on YouTube, I perceive that the sound board amplification system “dulls” the initial attack, leaving me with the impression that its not as percussive as I expect. While the sound board amplification system emphasizes the bass notes, when I compare with other Kawais which do not use a soundboard the wonderful treble end of their sound shines forth. The Kawai CN97 sounds really nice online.

I really need to find time to compare these pianos via headphones, but that takes away from their presence… My love for headphone listening is over – Even in the studio, I definitely prefer to listen on speakers…..

Comparing digital pianos in a store, via an identical set of monitors, hmmm – that will need quite an undertaking and negotiation!!!

 

August 2014 – Affordable Mid Range – Digital Pianos

The last weekend was heavenly, Saturday and Sunday afternoons were spent at Dawsons in Reading, trying out almost all their weighted keyboards, portable or home oriented non portables (i.e the stuff you simply cannot lug arround with you)….

There are no clear winners. In these days of the internet/online, it is rare to have the opportunity to try out a variety of keyboards in one physical store….I’m enjoying this while it lasts. I recall how Turnkey,  probably the world’s most famous music equipment store, in London – United Kingdom, is no more…., my guess is that online price wars killed off brick and mortar music stores, whose overhead in prime time real estate no longer had a place! While reviews on Youtube give you a good indication, of the sound, nothing compares with you playing the instrument yourself.

Caveat emptor. My priority in all of the comments below was how well the pianos felt through my fingers and how well they sounded, and supported my perfomance and emotional intentions with each pice of music.

All of the digital pianos I encountered had in-built speakers, amplifiers, and a weighted 88 note keybed.

Why digital piano(DP)?

1. The cost of a high end, well regulated acoustic piano, is definitely beyond the means of most hobbyists such as I predominantly am, at the time of this writing. Regulated here refers to the even touch, you feel on the more expensive acoustic pianos, with no sudden unsettling changes in tone from key to key and from loud to soft playing. Even is the word that comes to mind – No surprises, like you find on low end acoustic pianos.

2. Volume Control and support for Headphones..

3. Portability. Most digital pianos are still relatively portable and you may not need the services of a dedicated piano removal professional, if you wish to relocate.

3. Always in perfect tune.

4. Easy to record, no need for arcane microphones.

5. DP’s can easily serve as the master keyboard controller for a home studio, using MIDI or MIDI over USB.

6. Nice looking furniture piece. Would look great in your study or lounge, if you had the space.

7. In general I’ve found the touch of most DP’s of the non portable kind to be more consistent than the portable stage piano variety. Could be that the much stronger support, devoid of any microshifts in the stand/support, improves the feel. This could be an impression only and maybe a strong firm stand on a stage piano could be the answer. I find that when you need to play some very loud notes, where a bit of downforce on the keyboard helps with your expressiveness, the last thing you need is minute wobbly movement of the keyboard or individual keys, e.g. from left to right.

YAMAHA

The new Yamaha’s (e.g CLP 525, 535, 545, edit more recently after this was initially written, I have come to love the 585 also which was not available in store in August 2014) were the most balanced of the new keyboards – In general they represent a safe bet, and would probably appeal to those aiming for a middle of the road piano. average – and probably the most consistent, no major surprises. caveat, these obviously will not sound like a Steinway, as the pianos sampled are Yamaha acoustic and Bosendorfer which is also now owned by Yamaha.

Furthermore, they seemed to have the most consistent sound between different models, getting darker and brighter (yes both ends of the audio spectrum are enhanced as you go up the price range). But of all the piano ranges, these had the most consistent sound, in my opinion.

Compared to the older CLP’s the new ones are a definite improvement. That characteristic bright tone that Yamaha acoustic are known for, have been somewhat toned down with the CFX samples. The sparkle is still there when you need it, but you have to dig in a bit to tease this out of the piano. The Yamaha’s consistently had the most useful electric pianos. Unfortunately Dawsons no longer carry the Motif and MOX’s in store, but I guess from previous experience, I have a pretty good idea how these compare. The Motif/MOX have the most useful electric pianos I have ever heard(edit in more recent times the Roland RD800 has set a new bar in a polished new wave electric piano sound), not particularly authentic a la the Rhodes, but the most usable, and also have a good variety of pleasing options in this category of epianos.

There was nothing to complain about the Yamaha CLP action, especially with higher end models. Overall a bit lighter than I have found on older Yamaha products such as the Motif ES8 and the Yamaha CP33. Nothing significant to have to adjust to here. I am a bit more familiar with the Yamaha action. Not saying that I like them, but they get the job done.

Compared to other pianos’s the Yamahas had an excellent tonal variation between the darker – warmer – more intimate Bosendorfer tones and the brighter CFX tones. In general they had the greatest tonal range across the variety of piano samples, which could lend them to a much wider application, without sounding samey. The Bosendorfer definitely sounds different to the Yamaha tones, on each of these pianos, not as prominent, but this works to the advantage of some music pieces, allowing the player to dig in a bit more without the piano drawing attention to every note! On the Bosendorfer, you hear the whole music in perspective, like a panorama, from a certain distance. With the Yamaha CFX tones, its more of an introspection, with every note announcing itself, that bit more than with the Bosendorfer.

It was shocking to discover that the Yamahas were the least bright of the digital pianos, not in a bad way, but quite unexpected, as Yamahas traditionally have been one of the brightest digital pianos. I’d say that the Yamahas could be bright, but need a bit of effort(velocity) to achieve their brightest tones.

I’d also say that the Yamahas had the greatest tonal range between bright and dark tones, in response to velocity, i.e they got brighter the harder you played.

The other pianos, were already a bit bright and especially with the new Rolands also quite percussive at all but the lowest velocities. On the other hand, the Yamaha’s felt a bit restrained(soft) until you applied some effort to your strike, and never ever sounded over the top(artificial, plinky), no matter how hard you struck the keys.

Fortunately the relatively lighter touch of the current crop of Yamahas did not discourage a heavy handed approach to the keyboard, to access those brighter tones.

KAWAI

The Kawai’s were superb, but the sound varied quite a bit between the various models. Each good in their own way.

The CN24 is bright, an excellent replica of an upright piano sound. I really enjoyed playing this.

The CN 34 is darker, also derived from an upright piano. Sometimes it felt a bit too dark

The CA65 is bright, derived obviously from a concert grand piano. Somehow this was one of the few pianos I have ever played that really did not do it for me. Nice sound, excellent action, but something did not quite convince me.

The CA95 is a masterpiece, deep but not dark – glorious sound. both of the CA pianos had really excellent long sustains. Nevertheless the Kawai’s obviously emulate a Kawai sound which may not be what you want. While brighter, the Kawai’s has the least percussive sound, a pleasing accompaniment instrument that feels a little veiled in comparison, with the least ear fatigue.

Maybe I need to define percussive, which to me implies a piano sound tending towards the striking almost honky tonk, you hear on rock and American gospel music, and Abba’s pop music.

Piano sounds are quite subjective, and vary in their suitability to the specific genre, and music piece, you need the piano to support. The long history of piano development – over several hundred years, with variances across continents, has spoiled the listener of recorded or live music with such a wide spectrum of tones.

Electric pianos on the Kawai’s – were generally ok, not spectacular.

I found the touch of the Kawais the most luxurious. Very consistent, really enjoyable action, light on the CA’s like a concert grand should be. Almost too light, but in a good way.

I’d say the Kawais, were the most pianistic of the lot – if a bit bright.

ROLAND

Roland seems to be striking out in a new direction, with an interesting and somewhat enchanting acoustic piano sound, somewhat brighter, and quite percussive – definitely easy to cut through a mix in a live environment. Mellow would definitely not describe the new Roland acoustic piano sound. I did not like the electric pianos on Roland in general – more effect based, than the actual electro piano sound. The percussive sound of the Roland’s is like nothing I have heard before. The work plinky comes to mind. Rich, resonant, sustained – Pop piano, drawing attention to itself without effort. You end up restraining your playing on a Roland, cos it can sometimes be a bit over the top, like excessive power that needs to be held in reserve.

The FP130R was a revelation for the price. I liked it, like a really good upright – dark chocolate with an inviting tinkle. deep dark and bright at the same time. Very percussive. It drew you in to its sound. – Intimate. The touch was not the most consistent, but in a way it replicated the slightly inconsistent feel of most acoustic pianos, that the average Joe would have access to. In this sense it was probably  the most authentic digital piano. This in itself introduced a wackiness, a slight quirkiness to your playing, only ever so slight, unpredicatable, but this was also exciting, every note a delight, a bit of a surprise. This was the piano that in my opinion revealed to me in the most amazing way, the sonic power of the Roland Supernatural sound.

The HP504, 506, and 508 were even more consistent in their quality, really excellent pianos, each very slightly different in tone.

The LX15E is glorious, deep dark – and very full sounding, begging for a real pianist to grace its keybed. The quality of the full range samples and speakers shines through. Yes a bit dark, and had the most bass of all the digital pianos I tried, not excessive, but unapologetic.

My overall favorite of the Rolands was the HP506. The 508 is rich and grandiose like a proper grand, but the 506 seemed to combine the best of both worlds. The 504 I found somewhat muffled, and the keybed/action was not as refined.

The Roland action is different, with the most pronounced ivory feel effect(anti sweat). In a way I had to adjust my playing a little bit more for the Rolands. Their ivory feel surface felt the most artificial, almost distracting, like wooden keys which had been sandpapered.

On the brighter side of the spectrum, the Rolands had the most significant variance between dark and bright, with their dark/soft being already notably bright, unless you played really softly.

KORG

Two words – don’t bother. Nothing exceptional here.

SUMMARY

If I had to pick one, it would be one of the Rolands, especially for POP music, which had the most easily discernible variation in tone, between low and high velocities, quite “dynamic” and for this reason the most expressive. They had the greatest measure of “instant gratification” – A finished polished sound, with no need for any further effects, in the way that Motifs once ruled, back in the day. Probably not the most realistic or authentic compared to a real piano, but somewhat excessive, like a new age futuristic version of a piano. It’s obvious that the technology from their VPiano is paying dividends. Nothing out there sounds anything like the new Rolands. Nothing. And nothing has ever sounded like a recent Roland digital piano – Nothing. They do occupy a certain exclusive high ground of their own. To sum this up, however unrealistic, the Rolands felt most like an instrument – something with which to express a believable emotion. The Yamaha’s felt a bit restrained, after listening to the Rolands.

With the Rolands, I tended to lower their volume a bit more, to avoid drawing attention in the store, and at the other end of the volume spectrum, I’d usually leave the Yamahas at the higher end of their volume slider.

For some reason the layout of the Yamahas and the Kawais, were so similar… Is there something we need to know? 

Of course all of these keyboards are a step ahead of their previous models, so my comments are comparative.

What’s consistent with all of the newer keyboards is the volume levels and clarity are so much better than previous models. Louder, clearer. And I would add brighter, more distinct than previous models.

The Roland is the new king of the pop digital piano. Shiny, almost unrestrained, new toy. It commands you to pay attention, not just to the pianist but to the piano itself.

In contrast the Yamaha does not draw attention to itself, but supports the intention of the player. 

I am quite surprised at this change of fortunes, as a few years ago, these roles were reversed, with Roland pianos having the darker woodier piano tones.

I could be wrong, but it appears that the Rolands are adding some extra harmonics and richness that you may not find on a real piano, while the Yamahas leave it the way it is – unsweetened, like good yoghurt – a bit bland but definitely good for you.

The Kawai CN24 and the CA95 were also standouts for me.

While I am definitely not in the market for a new keyboard, at this time, the technology has certainly moved on a bit from the Yamaha CP33 stage piano, which is my main board. The touch in the newer pianos has improved, and is not quite as heavy(read sluggish) as the CP33. It could also be the fact that the CP33 is a stage piano, while the aforementioned digital pianos are not built to be portable, so their action may benefit from the rigidity of their frames.

In comparison to the CP33, which came out at least 5 years earlier, the newer pianos are definitely more interesting, and more enjoyable to play, as the sustains and sample lengths have become longer.

I suspect that the CP33 also does not include release samples, so the “air” around notes is a bit dry – quite bland in comparison.

It could also be the listening environment. In the store I observe that there are obviously high ceilings, and smooth floors, with occasionally smooth shiny partitions and walls, while at home I listen to the CP33 in a bedroom with duvets, carpets and a studio monitor. The CP33 in this environment has relatively shorter decays, requiring me to be a bit heavy on the sustain pedal, and make a bit more effort to add more notes to “enhance” the performance, in the melodies and chords. I definitely have to work a lot harder on the CP33, busier piano style to fill in the “spaces”, to make a good impression. Maybe the term close miced may be a more appropriate description for the Yamaha CP 33 sound overall, as it has relatively shorter, quicker note decays.

Definitely, the newer pianos especially the Kawais, and the Rolands have more “sustain” and you can “hear” more of the “delay/reverb/natural decay” of the piano sound, with the new Yamahas being the closest to the CP33, which in a way is not unexpected. On the newer pianos, you are happy, especially on the Rolands and Kawais, to simply hit a note and let it sustain, ringout in all of its glory, before proceeding to the next note. Truth be told, in a real piano, the piano case in itself is a reverberant enclosure, which adds its own “volume”, and is an intrinsic part of the sound of a piano, in a similar manner to an acoustic guitar which has a box enclosure.

On the newer pianos you definitely hear this enclosure more, which contributes to the authenticity.

My guess is that the newer technology uses longer samples, or emulates the decay much better.

It does, in my room at home, make me yearn to tweak the sound of the CP33 to add more of that gloss, resonance, sparkle.

From recall the newer pianos were somewhat easier to play, more realistic, and more enjoyable. But it could be the fact that I’m using studio grade monitors at home, in a space which does not “sweeten” the sound of the piano. I am convinced however that it’s not just the space, there’s a smoothness and excitement(read dynamics) in the newer pianos that makes them more “alive”.

However, comparing like to like, I found that the Roland stage pianos e.g the RD700NX, did not give me as much of the “excitement” contained in their newer non portable pianos, so there coule be some “mojo” going on with the new pianos, which is coupled to their casing, speaker placement. In comparison to studio monitors, the speaker placement on digital pianos makes it feel that the sound is coming from an instrument, i.e from “everywhere immediately in front of you” rather than the more directional locatable source of a pair of studio speakers/monitors. 

When I have the energy, maybe I’ll pick a pair of headphones and compare the piano sounds again, eliminating any room or speaker influenced impressions. But on second thoughts, even acoustic pianos require a partnership with the room, to produce the sound which we identify with. 

Progress indeed.

MY WISHLIST

A single piano with all of these sounds so that I could have everything in one keyboard. I know you would say – software based sampled pianos on a PC/Mac are the way to go, but I am not yet convinced. I derived a significant pleasure from playing the digital “hardware” versions which in reality are simply running software on dedicated hardware processors, with dedicated speakers positioned optimally. 

I guess this is what you pay for with a decent digital piano, the integration – of wood, design, electronics, speakers, amplifiers, plug and play, solid keybed, multiple pedals. look and feel. On the other hand you lose the portability/upgradeability. What you see is what you get.

I would also ask that the control surfaces be touch panels, that enable the user to “promote” their favorite controls, and de-emphasize non-favorite controls, with default layout presets provided by the manufacturer, and we can look forward to saving the planet, via software uogrades, and possibly component upgrades, rather than the current situation where every change to the piano results in the discarding of very previous wood, that does not need to be “thrown away”.

I think that Digital Piano manufacturers are significantly behind on component reuse, and whichever of them introduces this obvious quantum leap with interchangeable parts, especially where the piano owner can customise to make the piano their own in a much more engaged manner, is likely to steal the thunder, and break free from the pack. It’s sad to consider having to upgrade my entire piano just to get the newer sounds!

In this world of apps, its time the manufacturers of digital pianos followed suit, to let us have interchangeable sounds, that can be “upgraded” as the fashion of the day in piano sounds evolves, and enables us to remain in nostalgia, with perfect compatibility with older sounds.

Wishes.